My WLS Journey slideshow

21 February 2006

Victim vs. Victory

I worked in mental health for several years.
I have heard stories that would make you weep.
We live in an often very cruel world and there are horrid people that will do horrid things to people.

Then there are those of us, who just deal with general ups and downs of life
Hurts, pains, disappointments - fighting cynicism.
Expecting life to be one way and then being dealt an entirely different card.
The ultimate question: will you be a victim, or will you have victory?
Will you allow your pain and your disappointments to keep you down
or will you rise above them

Even the people I initially spoke of
who deal with horrid abuse and mistreatment
must make this choice

Being a victim keeps you stuck
Victory gives each the ability to slap your abusers in the face, so to say...
"I will not allow you to keep me down"...

I pray that I find victory every day...

This theme seems to be replaying itself in my life. I first started thinking of this from a song that I've heard lately that I've come to love (I will post the words in a few). Another is, believe it or not, (those who know me well might find this funny) a marquis on a store. I usually HATE marquis, ESPECIALLY those on churches. They are way too trite for me. But, I saw this marquis on a storage place in town and it said:

If you do your raindance
until it rains
then you will have succeeded.

I read something else today:

The difficult we do immediately; the impossible takes a little longer.
Arabian proverb


This theme seems to keep replaying itself in my life. I cannot quit. I cannot allow my circumstances to defeat me. I must be a victor, no matter how hard it may be. If I stay down and defeated, then I've allowed myself to be a victim to my circumstances... I must be victorious...To me, that simply means NEVER, NEVER, NEVER giving up...

"Unwritten"
NATASHA BEDINGFIELD

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh I break tradition,

sometimes my tries, are outside the lines

We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,

but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah



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